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Anonymous asked: What all goes through your head during one day?

As of late, my future, job hunting, my girlfriend, videogames and studying IT. I usually over-think things though, so I’m sure I’m forgetting a lot. Hah.

I keep trying to ignore the way I feel. I have been for so long. But it’s just too much sometimes. I have no friends, no life. I can’t even land a simple starter job. Everyone tells me it’s my fault. And I believe it, but I do try. It’s just not enough it seems. And that sends me even further down. It’s a vicious cycle that no one seems to understand, just because I have it decent enough. Material possessions, I am grateful for. But I’d trade them all away for a good friend right now.

I’m thankful for my friends on the internet. I really am. But sometimes it’s just not enough. I want a human connection. One which I can’t even have with my own girlfriend. I’m stuck waiting days, sometimes weeks just to even get a phone call from her, or a message from her. I’m lucky if I even get to see her in person. I only try to hold on because she’s my first love, and I’m happy with her.

If I had a simple friend, just one person I could count on, I wouldn’t be in this current state. I’d actually be happy. Because it seems that, no matter how hard I try to be there for others, no one will put that same effort back into me. I almost don’t even want to try anymore.